I have not had one good ride. Not one. They actually have gotten progressively worse and I want to cry.
Dressage day was an absolute fail and I'm pretty sure Yankee forgot how to canter. Literally. Forgot.
I don't even want to share how our jump school went Friday but I'm going to anyways because I like to exploit my failures with an attempt at weak humor.
I even brought my trusty bf and put Yankee's fancy white boots on in an attempt to get some cute pics. The weather was perf and I was optimistic.
The jump school ride started off per usual, him feeling a bit lazy and knocking a few low rails. He always does this because why pick your feet up for sticks.
NBD, happens often. He works out of it.
Oh look, I have a reining horse...
I actually almost fell off. Pretty spectacular refusals. They happened at almost every fence. Brilliant.
And even when he jumped, my body..was just...terrible.
What in the actual fuck am I doing. No really. Where did my eq go?
No matter how hard I tried to get it together, my leg slipped back. I jumped ahead or I got left behind. A few times I jumped no hands and that fixed my leg but most of the time he refused or knocked the rail down. We are a special hot mess.
I still can find major flaws and out of the 50 attempts we probably took, 2-3 is just so...fail.
I entered Ridgefield for this saturday, but if my ride tomorrow doesn't go well I may have to withdraw.
Great.