Thursday, September 22, 2011

"Throws Hands Up"

Pretty much.

I give up at life...for now.

I'm sick, and I've stayed home and moped for a few days, overwhelmed with everything that is the CLUSTERF*** of my life, wondering when and where I will be when I actually hear some good news.

Then, when I think nothing else could happen to me to try and make me quit trying, the BF breaks things off with me. I was at the barn, thank God.

Cue ridiculous blubbering into nearest pony's face. Thank you old man GinGin.

Then I sauntered off to find my own pony. He galloped up to me when I called and just let me cry into his mane. He snuffled me and gave me horse hugs and told me not to be sad.

Horses are the frickn' best. 


  1. :( I'm not sure what to say. The usual "they weren't good enough for you anyway" is kind of a broken record for break-ups. But I am really sorry.

    Besides, you still have the best man of all in your life - Yankee!

    I just realized that your blog is the only blog I read with a gelding...

  2. What?! Ugh... Keep your chin up. Those horses know when they just need to stand still and quiet, dont they. Things always work out, PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!

  3. :-( I'm sorry. This sucks all around.

    Hope you and Yanks can get things turned around. Or win the lottery. Or both.

  4. I'm so sorry! I hope it was at least a semi-mutual break up! =(

  5. It sucks when life sucks. Sorry to read about that! But the horses will always be truer than the ridiculous boys, I respect the former greatly and the latter not at all! 2011 has been a helluva year, but nothing lasts forever, not even the really shitty stuff. Hug a horse and hang in there.

  6. My very wise 17 yr old has said more than once,,,who needs guys - I have the best one ever at the barn!

  7. What a jerk! I seriously don't understand the phone/text breakup crap that people are doing these days. I'm so sorry things are so rough right now.

    I hope you get well soon and that the pain of the break up fades quickly. I agree with everyone else. The most important guy in your life is Yankee and he's always there when you need him. Hugs.


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