I give up at life...for now.
I'm sick, and I've stayed home and moped for a few days, overwhelmed with everything that is the CLUSTERF*** of my life, wondering when and where I will be when I actually hear some good news.
Then, when I think nothing else could happen to me to try and make me quit trying, the BF breaks things off with me. I was at the barn, thank God.
Cue ridiculous blubbering into nearest pony's face. Thank you old man GinGin.
Then I sauntered off to find my own pony. He galloped up to me when I called and just let me cry into his mane. He snuffled me and gave me horse hugs and told me not to be sad.
Horses are the frickn' best.
Awwwww, Monica......
ReplyDelete:( I'm not sure what to say. The usual "they weren't good enough for you anyway" is kind of a broken record for break-ups. But I am really sorry.
ReplyDeleteBesides, you still have the best man of all in your life - Yankee!
I just realized that your blog is the only blog I read with a gelding...
What?! Ugh... Keep your chin up. Those horses know when they just need to stand still and quiet, dont they. Things always work out, PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDelete:-( I'm sorry. This sucks all around.
ReplyDeleteHope you and Yanks can get things turned around. Or win the lottery. Or both.
I'm so sorry! I hope it was at least a semi-mutual break up! =(
ReplyDeleteIt sucks when life sucks. Sorry to read about that! But the horses will always be truer than the ridiculous boys, I respect the former greatly and the latter not at all! 2011 has been a helluva year, but nothing lasts forever, not even the really shitty stuff. Hug a horse and hang in there.
ReplyDeleteMy very wise 17 yr old has said more than once,,,who needs guys - I have the best one ever at the barn!
ReplyDeleteWhat a jerk! I seriously don't understand the phone/text breakup crap that people are doing these days. I'm so sorry things are so rough right now.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get well soon and that the pain of the break up fades quickly. I agree with everyone else. The most important guy in your life is Yankee and he's always there when you need him. Hugs.