Thursday, May 8, 2014

The Most News


GUESS WHAAAAAAT.

I'm moving.

In 14 days.


No but really, I haven't felt this good about a decision in a LONG time. (I love love love EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON. who has been supportive of me on this blog. LOVE you guys!)

At first was going to wait until my lease ends in August...but why. 

Minus my best horse friends, I will have my family, FREE room and board, freedom to make VERY important decisions, my horse, my dog, my beautiful childhood farm, a social life with my old friends, the kentucky horse park and all its shows, my old trainer, lessons and a job.


I really am going to miss my WONDERFUL Missouri family, but they can't pay my bills.

It saddens me to leave them and my network of horse people I have met here, but I think I really need this in my life. I've been here FIVE years and have nothign to show for it but a college degree that is useless in a college town.

ALSO.

I HAVE to get another horse. So, like, if anyone knows of something...Yankee needs a friend in Ohio. Because herd animal.

Thats all for now since I just worked an 11 hour shift and am dead, but here's a preview of my next post...

"Stripping, On Horses!"

Haha, jk. It was just REALLY hot.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

LIFE, HOW DO. MUCH DECISIONS.

Since my breakup (which was for the better) I have been in deep pondering thought.

I have graduated. I am still a waitress and bartender (while its ballin money, it gets old and is SO undignified). All of my friends graduate GRAD SCHOOL THIS YEAR and I'm over here like hurr hurr hurr durr. Single and FREE. The shows here BLOW. I miss Kentucky so hard. I miss lessons.

Nothing is keeping me here past friend graduation and the end of my lease.

So.

Do I move back home with the parentals to grand old Ohio?


FOR SHAME WHAT COLLEGE GRADUATE MOVES BACK HOME WHO DOES THAT

Um. Almost all of them.

With good reason.

My stubborn ass was like

And now I'm like


and my parents are all like

 and I'm like


OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE I'VE FUCKED AROUND FOR TWO WHOLE YEARS

But really, they are offering free room and board for myself AND my horse...which like, how can I pass that up when I don't know what I want to do.

Grad school. Start own business. Train and event. ???

Living at home would give me few months of no bills and some time to save money and make decisions that will affect the rest of my life while not hemorrhaging money.

Because lets be real, I'm a baby at 23. I graduated college when I had just turned 21 and thats TOO EARLY.

I hate Ohio, like alot. BUT free rent/board means I can save AND be closer to better/more shows.

And my parents would love it.








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