Thoroughbred Moments

Considering that I've exclusively ridden OTTBs for the better part of 8 years, and basically forget what its like to ride a non OTTB (not complaining) I dub most things my wacky horses do as "TB Moments"...whether or not they are actually an "OTTB Thing"...eh, well. Yeah.

Routinely, I set my alarm for 6:15AM to "avoid the summer heat" but instead re-set my alarm sleeply about 15 times until I actually roll out of bed around 9AM. My excuses are that when real person job starts I will never get that pleasure (SIX DAYS EEEK), AND that this summer has behaved like spring, so no need to get up early to avoid heat.. Meaning, its never gotten above 78 degrees. Yes. Stay in bed.

Sadly, summer came down with a swift steamy fist this week and its the hottest temps recorded all summer. I'm sure you are all well aware.

Realizing this the other day as I headed to the barn at 9:30, I almost gave up the notion to ride that day.  I leave for TN on Friday so whats the point, I had mountains of work to do for real person job, and I really didn't want to shower again.. blah blah (I'm excellent at finding ways to not ride in the heat). But I trudged on to the barn to tack up my first victim horsebeast.

Pulled Bacardi out first and to my great displeasure, but no surprise, found a wonderful new almost- gash on his LH hock. Of course.

 What a baby OTTB thing to do.

 Bacardi is special though. Oh so special. This isn't the first time he has harmed his LH hock. In fact, its happened about four times before this and I am seriously perplexed as to how this keeps happening on the SAME leg. And on WHAT exactly.

White arrows are old injuries, red is the newest-AND worst

 Same leg everytime...seriously B?

Typical baby OTTB. I remember when Yankee was a baby and got himself injured on mysterious objects weekly. Once, I found him with both front feet stuck THROUGH the "horse safe" metal weave wire fencing.

I digress.

His hock was HUGE and hot, but he wasn't lame. I still played it safe and hosed it for 10 minutes.
And no riding that guy. Almost threw the towel in there. I was drenched just dealing with that and hadn't even touched ass to saddle.

Went to go get Yankee out and noticed he sounded different on the barn floor. Clip-clop-clip-.....

FUCKING SEROUSLY?!

Yep. Missing his RF shoe...A-FUCKING-gain. That makes 6 times in 3 months for the RF, and 8 times total (considering his other feet) in 3 months.

OTTB Probs.

Dear god what has my life become.

I opted to ride him anyways because he was not lame, and normally goes fine on grass with a missing shoe. Plus, I was already drenched and miserable, so why not.

I had had the hankering a few days ago to toss the double on him, so I dug out my bridoon and weymouth and tacked him up for a light, but more involved schooling sesh.

He was exceptional at first. Started off giving me the most beautiful stretchy trot. Relaxed, forward, and light. It had never felt better!

When I collected him up, he was ready. He shortened his frame, but continued moving out actively behind. I was impressed, since his trot is normally his worst gait. We continuously battle to keep impulsion & energy at the trot & stay rounded through the contact and not just "tucked". But he was really wonderful, accepting the double with light contact.

Seriously, how nice is this?

Ugh, I love him.

Once I got him working nicely, I played around asking him to shorten his stride, and lengthen it.

Shortened a bit

A little lengthen

His biggest issue is not rushing in the lengthen and maintaining the upward energy in front. German Rider Jessie was AMAZING at getting him to lengthen and we need a refresher from her hardcore. I MISS HER.

Still though, Lovin that hind-end action and his relaxed frame of mind..

The canter work was wonderful...at first

MMMM. Dat ass.

His canter is the reason I bought him, and it forever will be my favorite. It requires the least amount of work!

However, in typical OTTB style, Yankee had an epic meltdown when I asked for ONE flying change.

I know that he has issues with changes (I've discussed in posts before) and doubt we will ever reach the show levels where we need them because he has mental problems.

Seriously, this horse has a mental block when it comes to changes.

It took me years to get left to right change and I only get one. One. Thats it. Right to left still does not exist.

But he barely even gave me that. Haphazard squealing fit was more like it and then he bolted.

It was like his brain literally fell out of his head and he forgot how to horse.

After I asked for the change he refused to give me any kind of real relaxation in any gait. Usually if I ask for a new lead, or circle, or try counter canter, he chills out. NOPE. Jigging, dancing sideways, foaming at the mouth, veins popping kind of anxiety.

OTTB meltdowns are the worst. 

Contingency plan #2 is lateral work. 

Much sideways. Very bend.

For the most part her was very compliant. I completely dropped my curb rein to avoid extra stress on his fried brain for the moment. After a few sketchy passes, he relaxed a bit and started giving me more swing in his hips. He was a little dull to my leg (I ALWAYS wear my rounded rubber spurs for lateral work) but otherwise, it did the trick.

Nice crossover

He calmed down, straightened himself, and stayed forward.

Not sure what it is about lateral work, but it does something for him.

Thought it was safe to ask for the canter again. Plan was to get one good transition and 20m circle each way and call it a day. No need to overwork.

OTTB meltdown again.

I guess cantering was not in the cards after attempting a flying change and I gave up after some of the most ridiculous shenanigans I've seen out of Yankee since he was a four year old.

"Canter? WHAT IS CANTER?"

To say I was frustrated is an understatement. I will never grasp how this horse can have some tremendous backslides after all this time. its not like he doesn't know how or is incapable. Its like he literally cannot brain.

I went through my checklist. Everything was the same. Even the double I dismissed because he's gone in that before MANY times and he was going fine up until the flying change.

Perhaps changes will just never be in our bag of tricks.

Le sigh.

Informal Blog Hoppiness

Considering I haven't ridden in days and have no new material, and I like to jump on trendy trains, I decided to hit up the Informal Blog Hop.

I recently did a little blogpost about Bacardi and his 12 week transformation so staying true to the theme, why not throw in Yankee too?

I got Yankee as a bright eyed bushy tailed newly turned 4 year old (literally, had just turned four) and he was a bit cray. You can read more on his "about" page. It took us over a year to get to his first show. I believe it was in late 2006, or early 2007.

Nice. This test was wonderful and full of sqeals and bucks. I specifically remember the judge commenting, "lively". HA.

I have better pictures of his progress, but these are from our last dressage show together that we got  pics. Show Me State Games/ USDF Team Champs. 2nd level. July 2013.

 HUGE Difference. And is tail *crying emoji* RIP.

I have one pic of his first showjumping course over BN, in 2007. Sadly, this was before the "age" of the technology explosion, so we hardly have any pics from his early years. Only the ridiculous overly priced profesh pics taken at the shows.

wittle babeh fences

Jesus, we are both so little and adorable.

I don't have any recent and decent showjumping pics, even though we did 3 shows last year over fences, but here's one of him jumping 5ft last summer. That's a lot of height in 8 years.

 

 

So proud of this horse! 8 years is a long time to ride the same horse and I couldn't have asked for a better companion over the years. Love those OTTBs and their willingness to learn!

For shits & gigs, here's a "first ride" pic vs a "last ride" pic for Bacardi.

May 2014

August 2014

Presh <3 br="">

Red Nugget Perfection

I have 11 days of freedom left before I am succumbed to the perilous life of desk jockeys. Summer hasn't been all fun and games, getting licensed has been a BITCH, but I am pretty grateful for a job that pays actual real person money!

Also been really nice to have the freedom to ride whenever I please.

Really getting anxious about what will happen when my days are spoken for from 7am-6pm.

What I'm most worried about is keeping this big boy in constant work once my free time becomes essentially nonexistent. He's been improving in massive strides (haha equestrian humor) and I would hate to staunch that progression as he comes into his 6th year, with show season looming ahead in spring.

I already am exceptionally lazy and have to force myself to get outside in the humidity and ride the beasts. What happens when I'm exhausted from early mornings, the commute, being on the phone all day and other office fuckery?

 AND.....

Winter is no joke. I don't know about you, but as I get older, my tolerance for winter wind, sleet and snow gets lower and lower each year.  Virtually nonexistent. NO amount of vests and carhartt's make me want to venture outside and ride. GEORGIA I WANT TO BE IN YOU.

I was EXTREMELY spoiled in MO with a pretty warm, covered indoor arena with decent footing. Most days I would get off Yankee sweating and it was no issue to ride.

Here, I have a nice muddy field. Not exactly conducive to schooling dressage. Forget jumping alltogether.

When Yankee was a wee lad he spent all winter hacking out and learning the basics, like stopping when I ask & steering without careening. Luckily B has all that mastered already, so hacks would really only keep him in mild work. Not what I need.

I have another post about my winter plans, but what I really wanted to show was some more Bacardi progress! Last post was his weight, this time its his flatwork.

We had a huge breakthrough about 2 weeks ago with half-halts. His brain just all of a sudden made connections to inside leg-outside rein-supporting inside rein/outside leg and what a half-halt actually entails. Like sitting on your ass and stop plugging away with your forelegs.

Please, ignore my sexy faces in all photography. 

Learning half-halts through bend

 I added figure-8s and 3-loop serpentine's to our flatwork repertoire and at first he would blow out his shoulders in the turns and take off in his little racehorsey giraffe trot. AKA, losing balance and freaking out about it.

Bacardi.

After extreme patience on my part, and a weeks worth of flat rides, with consistent application of cues, he started to make the connection. I also made a discovery. He needs a HUGE amount of outside leg through turns, in exact coordination with half-halting so as not to confuse him to "go faster". Like, a lot more than a normal horsebeast. Like, all the way from hip, through thigh & calf contact down to heel.

Last week he gave me two BRILLIANT rides and on Tuesday it was the same thing. I can't get over the work ethic this guy has. (Sadly I haven't ridden since Tuesday because work stuff and torrential rain.)

SEXY trot

Working well through his back and moving forward with energy (look at those neck muscles!)

With Yankee, I never had this amount of progress in such a short amount of time. We continuously had backslides in training and more frustrating rides than productive ones. Bacardi just progressively builds and gets better each ride, a little at a time. IMO, it has to do with the difference in temperament. Bacardi has always been steady & calm. Sure, things scare him and those spooks are explosive, but he isn't a "nervous" animal in general. Yankee is definitely HOT. Always. He's obedient, but at a moments notice he will catch fire and fly. Like, if jumps are present. Or, I ask him to gallop. But he NEVER spooks. And once he's learned something he will do it. But, it takes longer for him to learn. Always interesting the difference in OTTBs across the board.

I also tried a little somethin' last ride and asked for a wee bit more of a trot. He gave me this...

I was so caught off guard by the power push that I fell back! What a good lad! It is so important the babies understand what leg means in addition to half-halts and that they actually RESPOND to it.

Trot work definitely improving by leaps and bounds!

We still have work to do in the canter. His normal gait is brilliant, but hes still on the forehand and a little behind the vertical. In time, with strength, this will improve.

At first glance, this looks pretty good. I always take note of toplines though. This one is not engaged and through. You can actually see the U shape from withers to croup. While this is in the "down stride" of the canter, he should still be more lifted in the shoulders. Also, I don't have a still of it, but his foreleg (RF) continues to land BEFORE his hindleg (LH) which indicates he's still leading with his front end. He is also sliiiiightly behind the vertical, but hasn't broken too far in the neck yet. Granted, this is me nitpicking, just the fact that he canters CALMLY now is an exceptional win!

This is a little better. His shoulders look more lifted and his back is more engaged through the bridle. AKA withers higher than croup. I LOVE the reach he has with his hind end, but he's still landing front first (in this still, his RH is juuuust touching the ground while his LF already is weight bearing). Still a little behind the vertical, and just a touch more broken in the neck. BUt again, this will improve!

The biggest win on this baby has been his transitions. When I first rode him he was ALL over the place at the canter. Crooked, legs flying everywhere and GOOD LUCK getting the correct lead the first four times.  Right lead was impossible in general. Both up & down transitions were messy and hard to ride. He would brace in the bridle, fall over and run sideways in all transitions. Now he's soft through most down transitions, great up into the trot, and even up into the canter he's gaining more and more balance. Left lead canter he gets the first time I ask, and about 75% of the time we get right lead on the first try. Good boy! I tried to upload my damn video but it worked all night and still was only at 49% this AM. Maybe one day.

Here's a link to my short instagram video I uploaded yesterday of one of our down transitions. Truly a huge win!

I feel so fortunate to come across a young horse with naturally brilliant gaits. With Yankee, his trot is lackluster and his walk is worse. Luckily, I won with his canter. But its taken 8 years to get him to sit back at the trot. Worth the work though!

As a final note, I added a social media button in the upper right corner of my page, so if anyone feesl the urge to stalk me on Facebook, or follow us on Insta, the links are at the top! Also, I finally updated the "About" pages at the top of the blog!

Eat All The Things, OTTB Style

First off, S/O to everyone for the huge outpouring of support in my last post. 

Confronting fear in adulthood is embarrassing and difficult enough, without adding in a thousand pound animal that could also kill you. Love my blogging nerds for their virtual shoulders.

Secondly, I got a massive response on my FB to my most recent progress pic of Mr. RedBaby and his eating habits. Quite a few asked how I did it.

No but really

Ok, but really. It is really expensive and not for the faint of heart to try and fatten up an OTTB. Let alone a five year old. Notoriously difficult, renounced for their ability to eat everything in sight and not gain a pound, the thoroughbred, IMO, is one of the toughest keepers out there, in general.

Yankee was my guinea pig. He wasn't exactly skinny, but he wasn't in excellent condition either. I got him about 3 weeks off the track and he looked like a greyhound. OTTBs come right off the track with tight bellies and huge muscles. Transforming their bodies around into riding horses takes a massive amount of calories. Lets not even mention winter. I spent about 6 years finding the right mix of grain, hay and supps for Yanks and now he's fat as a fiddle.

Lets start with this picture of B, the day I brought him home.

NOMNOM EAT ALL THE THINGS

I want to say he was 8 months off the track here. Not emaciated by ANY means. Not 100% sure of his backstory, so I WON'T guess, and supply incorrect information. His old owner is by NO MEANS at fault!

That being said. I wanted another 100# at least on him. Ribs gone, hips filled in and hulk out those muscles. This would not be cheap or easy.

Since the diet Yankee was on kept him slick and fat, I decided to go with that for B as well. I'd played around for years with different nutritional information and finally found one that worked. Why mess with a good thing? The key to success is READ THE LABELS.

The boys get TWO types of grain NOT pre-mixed, hand mixed at every feeding. This ensures exact proportions everytime! The first grain is SafeChoice Perform by Nutrena & the other is Omelene 200 by Purina. Both available at TSC for about $17/bag.

Click the link for more info. At a glance though,
SCP has 14% protein, 9% fat, 15% fiber + array of other nutrients
Omelene 14% protein, 6% fat, 7.5% fiber + amplify fat nuggets

I chose this particular blend for the high fat, high protein in each. 9% fat is A MUST for my boys. Anything less, and they drop weight. I mix grain to balance out the nutrients in each, and cut back on the sweet feed component in Omelene.

Bacardi gets an entire scoop of each at each feeding. Twice a day. Thats 6 lbs @ AM/PM, for 12 lbs A DAY!

At first, I was also giving  him 2 lbs of beet pulp in the AM. but he got picky and quit eating it after 4 weeks. I also did not see much of a difference with it. So, I have an entire unopened bag just chillen in my barn if anyone wants it.

What REALLY made the difference was getting his skinny ass on Smartpaks. I know there are a lot of you out there skeptical of the benefits of feeding supplements. I swear by it though! I actually did a post a while back on what I give Yankee (also took years to perfect) if you're curious.

Bacardi gets Cool Calories 100 (2 sc in AM, 1 in PM), SmartDigest, SmartShine and SmartFlex II Support. CC100 provides essential fatty acids for skin and hair condition, calories for weight gain and exercise performance. Contains 5 times the fat of an equal amount of high fat, stabilized rice bran, which is bangin' when it comes to a fat supp. SD is designed to support healthy digestion by providing probiotics, prebiotics and digestive enzymes. The key to sups? SHOP AROUND. Use that handy "compare" button SmartPak gives you to find what exactly benefits you and your horse!

SmartDigest and CoolCals obviously related to digestion. Click links for more info!

Another BIG thing to remember is Roughage/forage! "They" say 2lbs of roughage per 100lbs of body weight is appropriate, PER DAY. So, a 1,100 horse would require approx. 22lbs/day through grass or hay. This is a guesstimate though and EVERY horse is different!

People tend to measure by FLAKES, but this is not as accurate as actually weighing the hay out as flake and bale size can differ greatly.

To be honest, I just gave Bacardi as much hay as he would eat, without bothering to weight it. I'm trying to get him to gain weight so I wanted him to stuff his face! (This is the most important key aspect in getting weight on an OTTB, besides providing clean water at all times.) Which attunes to half a bale a day PLUS 12 hours turnout on good quality pasture. With Yankee, he also required alfalfa hay in addition to the grass hay/pasture. (In winter, the boys will get 3lbs of alfalfa cubes/day.) This amounted to a shitload of hay and I've been through about 100 bales in 3 months....and @ $5/bale....

Along with allllll of that, Bacardi (and Yankee) get stalled half the day. In summer, its during daylight, with fans, because they are princess ponies who loathe bugs. In winter, it will be at night. If they had choices, they'd never go out. This is essential to weight gain as well! Horses outside will expend MORE calories by walking around, stomping, etc etc than those inside, sedentary.I TRIED having Yankee on full turnout and not only did he hate it, bu I basically was dumping money down his throat and nothing ever stuck to his ribs.

They also get free choice Himalayan salt licks, as well as access to fresh, clean water at ALL times. They drink so much, its insane. Once I start work, I will have to equip Bacardi with three buckets in his stall.

To sum up a very lengthy post, 12lbs of grain a day, unlmited good quality hay, 12 hours turnout, 12 hours stall, salt, water, and supplements!

Pictorial evidence that it works

Week 1 on far right, week 4 on bottom left, week 6 on top left

Week 8 on top, week 12 on bottom

And that my blogging friends, is how I get my OTTBs fat. Its not cheap and its not fun running to the feed store so frequently, but the evidence is in that last pic. Just look at him! (I wish he looked like his shiny self, but the lighting was AWFUL).

In just 12 weeks he's gained probs 10#, and his topline and loins have filled in nicely as well! HILLWORK people! Hillwork, trails and dressage!

Getting My Balls Back

Deciding what to blog about was really difficult. For once, I actually have blogposts for days and deciding on one was not easy. I had a ridiculously busy weekend, so before my high wears off from XC schooling, I shall share, and the other topics will have to wait for now.

The last time I went XC schooling was ages ago. Last spring I think. It was always an ass pain to school XC in Missouri because the opportunities were limited, cost a pretty penny and were far away. It also was the most important because I don't think Yankee and I ever got a clean XC at Training level. Main reason we have yet to move up to Prelim. He either spooks at spectators or we have time faults. Because we NEVER practice it! I was SO spoiled here in Ohio because Twin Towers Park is like 20 minutes from my house and is free to use. FREE.

Literally, one the only thing I missed most about Ohio, while living in MO. TTP almost makes up for the shittiness of Ohio in general.

So, to say I was ecstatic about going this past Sunday is a major understatement. SCHOOLING SUNDAY BITCHES OOO KILLEM.

 To be honest, I was scared out of my mind. I've spent the last 2 years denying I have a problem. And we all know the first step to fixing it is accepting it.

I spent my entire life completely, 100%, stupidly fearless. Spirit didn't help considering he jumped anything you pointed him at. Refusals? What are this. Safety? Is that a thing? #zerofucks

Falling off at sanctioned show on a horse who had never refused once, or ever had issues jumping, will fuck your brain up though. Permanently.

Didn't know my pic was being taken, but obviously deep in thought and worried

I always thought to be scared was weakness. Maybe it is. But I also savor life and really don't want to die  jumping. My older self now realizes that falling off CAN happen and it HURTS and you COULD die. Thus, my issues with jumping were born. Aimee had a very good post early this month on fear. It summed it up perfectly. You can't describe why to anyone. It just is.

Unfortunately my fear is easily transferable to a hot, emotional OTTB.

Not yesterday though.

Oh hai eq! I love you!

 Yankee was ON his game and unstoppable. Literally. He was slightly brain dead when it came to half halts, but he jumped every single thing I pointed him at the first time, without hesitation.

Baby Trek=still looks like massive death trap

We warmed up briefly over BN fences, and he was basically ripping my arms out in excitement and anticipation. I was just happy to be jumping again and feel all his positive energy towards jumping. But I was terrified.

And I was scared I was scared. I had NEVER been that nervous on a horse in my life. But all my thoughts about failure, fear of falling, and sliding into jumps came rushing back. I almost felt paralyzed and it freaked me out more than the thought of jumping a training level height fence.

I told myself to snap out of it and grow some balls. Yankee was more than game for anything and I had jumped every fence on the park hundreds of times without fear or getting hurt.

So I did the dumbest thing you could possibly do when petrified.

I pointed Yankee at a Prelim jump and closed my eyes.

BOING!

Didn't die.

In fact that's my favorite picture of the day. Yankee carried me, ignored my anxiety and looked FAF doing it. Seriously, what a guy.

I won't say I was "cured", my fear still lived in my belly all day. But Yankee was so game for everything that I was able to push it aside and ride my horse to each and every fence.  It was mildly liberating.

My happiest moment was our ability to stay relatively put together through a pretty big and complex coffin. Not only did it seem massive and SOLID, but it was on a bending line. Course designers, I swear.

"Shit, what am I doing and why?"

Trying to prep for that bending line

"Oh god, dying"

 Sort of what it looked like, haha. Those rail fences were very...upright....and that ditch was huge in my eyes. But we nailed it first time through.

Yankee. Such Majesty. Such awesome. Very horse.

I knew it was probably pretty stupid to be jumping things that scared me shitless, but my logic was that Yankee could attack anything I pointed him at and it was only giving me confidence. Right?

Really though, I lost my damn mind when I saw the biggest jump on the course and was like, "why not?" Yankee was aching to jump it (literally, everytime we got near it he would get all prancy and try and rush it like a linebacker) so I gulped down my nerves and pointed him at it.

Chanting my mantra, "eyes up, heels down, shoulders back", Yanks sailed over it without a second glance.

I almost peed a little. Why does he carry me over shit like this? #beastmode

 The feeling after not dying and effortlessly flying over possibly the biggest fence I've ever jumped with Yankee, is hard to explain.

I don't know if I'm just stupid, or deep down actually brave. But either way I feel like I gained a shred of confidence back. I was also proud of myself for keeping my shit together over fences. My eq didn't suffer greatly in my time off and I'm happy with that. Solid schooling day.

I doubt I would be able to do this in competition for a while yet, but just knowing my horse is game for it still is a massive reassurance.

I don't usually brag intentionally. In fact I try to avoid it because I find it egotistical. I share experiences, but I rarely say "Yeah, Yankee is basically the shit and I know it" but after yesterday I can't help it. HE IS AWESOME. Not only  does he have the ability to scale shit like that ramp, but he has the drive, heart, attitude and beauty that goes along with a champion. I loved Spirit, and cherished my time with that ponybeast, but I've never had a connection with an organic being like I do with Yankee. Its like our brains are connected. Where one of us is weak, the other makes up for it and carries the other through. We have each others backs, always and nothing can break that, or top it. I wish we had had more opportunity to exhibit his talent in sanctioned events, but just knowing I own one of the most badass horses I've ever come across is pretty cool. And I trained him. Me. It may have taken 8 years, but I can now hop on him ANYWHERE and he is cool as a cucumber. Flying changes. Lateral work. 5ft stadium fences. Combinations. Trails. Cross Country. Galloping. Flawless transitions. Willingness. Trust. Love.  Maybe he wasn't meant to win events, or show, but to be that horse of a lifetime for me. I hope each and every one of you have or get the chance to own a horse that makes such an impact in your life like Yankee does for me.